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hahazzzz mine :]
12/22
Anyway, I'm in Colorado now.
It's fuckin gorgeous.
Snowboardin tomorrow, I gotta wake up in 6 hours :[
Today was pretty miserable due to the fact that my sinus/upper respitory infection decided to strike back halfway through the two hour flight up here.
Not to mention, it happens to be that time of the month again.
The combination of the two is deadly.
I sent some pictures of the snow to my album earlier,
but they still haven't made it yet.
I'll have em up tomorrow hopefully.
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[04 Dec 2006|02:16am] |
It really suprises me
how much drama and shit talking takes place
among a group where the average age is probably about 19.
You'd think it'd have gotten old by the time ya graduated highschool.
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[30 Nov 2006|01:35am] |
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She and I are NOT the same person.
I don't go out of my way to get male attention.
I think before I act.
I'm sick of dealing with bullshit.
I'm sick of the new fabricated personality.
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[23 Nov 2006|06:02am] |
Chumscrubber is a good movie.
If you haven't seen it,
you should.
One person on my friends list in particular.
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[21 Nov 2006|04:59am] |
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Pressure Drop by the Maytals, Ben Harper, and Jack Johnson |
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wtf
They say we're perfect.
Part of me didn't want it that way.
The other part is more than pleased.
I like it better the way it is.
I'm glad its not rushed.
I'm glad its not definite.
I'm glad it's unsure.
Now will someone please slap me?
Stop lookin at the future.
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[18 Nov 2006|04:29am] |
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fuckin DVD menu music |
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Two days in a row.
I expected more from someone like you.
I guess that's just it though.
Everyone's "special" until they just aren't anymore.
You're not gonna know I'm pissed.
I don't intend to tell you.
Just don't expect to hear from me any time soon.
I hope
I hope I hope I hope I hope,
that we can still go out of town tomorrow.
The only reasons we wouldn't would be
A. laziness
B. Chris backs out
Fuck I hope Chris doesn't back out.
I want to get out of here so bad.
Meteor shower tomorrow night
or tonight considering its 3:30 in the morning.
I don't want to sleep.
I hate sleep.
The menu for "Where the Heart Is" has been playing the same song for the past two hours.
It's actually becoming quite irritating,
but I'm afraid if I get up to turn it off
the serial killer in my bathroom is gonna come out and stab me in the tummy with a tire iron.
I'm not lookin forward to that.
I like rambling.
kbye
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[15 Nov 2006|01:42am] |
There are
more important things.
Slow down child, there's no rush
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[13 Nov 2006|01:44am] |
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desperately searching for a connection with anyone who speaks
looking for something more
something pure
( burn )
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[12 Nov 2006|07:31am] |
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Coccoon by Jack Johnson |
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I'm back at my mom's again.
The sunrise is fuckin breathtaking.
When I walked Chris out the sky was dark blue and along the treeline it was the prettiest baby blue with bright green grass, oh man.
By the way,
I love Chris.
We watched Mandy Moore movies all night,
went for a walk and talked about everything.
We're both faggots, stuck on exes that will never treat us right.
Whatever, I'm really anticipating him coming back.
I don't give a fuck if its not "healthy"
Everyone's telling me that if I see him it'll fuck with my head.
Fuck that.
Coincidentally, the same people that said I was an alcoholic and I couldn't drink normally.
Look at me now, bitches.
I can take care of myself.
I can make my own decisions without anyone tellin me what's gonna happen,
and that's exactly what I intend to do.
ps.
Veronica's a fuckin bitch when ya try to wake her up for work.. lol
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[10 Nov 2006|09:03am] |
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Black Eyed Peas |
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So I'm out of my house again,
though I'll probably be back home within the next few hours.
Mama and I need marraige counselling..
Veronica's at school
and I'm actually really jealous.
I wish I had somewhere that I needed to get up and be everyday
-but I know if I was there I'd say the exact opposite.
They gave me a job app at Starbucks,
even though ya gotta be 18 to work there
I was talkin to one of the guys about my life
and he said it sounded like I really needed it lol.
Other than that,
the boy that made me crazy is coming back to Houston,
which completely blows my mind.
I can't even begin to relay, let alone comprehend my own thoughts on that one.
( If you wanna read more.. )
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[06 Nov 2006|03:13am] |
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The Exies |
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I can't possibly explain how glad I am to be single.
I have wayy too much shit going on to be tied down to someone
and really I like having no one to keep track of me.
haha I'm a freeeeeeeee woman,
fuck yeah.
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[31 Oct 2006|04:08pm] |
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Go fuck yourself.
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[23 Oct 2006|12:28am] |
I'm gonna change,
right now.
I'm not even kidding.
That's the last of this.
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[18 Oct 2006|04:14am] |
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Andrew Bird |
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Is it possible for the US to get a president that anyone actually likes?
Why does it seem like every person we're supposed to respect [ex: priests, congressmen, celebrities] is going to jail for tax or sex scandals?
Ha, it's starting to look like N. Korea is gonna start World War III.. pretty sweet, eh? Not to mention we have an incompetent president. Basically, we're fucked..
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[08 Oct 2006|06:10pm] |
Okay,
so rumor has it
my mom and I are moving to Brooklyn, NY at the end of this school year..
We have a 5 story tenant house that'll be given to us for free.
We'll own the first story and the basement (which is pretty much another aparment [mine] that just needs to be cleaned up a bit.) and there will be three tenant floors above us.
It's really close to the college I want to go to.
For those of you that know us at all,
you know we don't follow through with a lot of plans we make.
I'm kinda freakin out though..
:/
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[08 Oct 2006|07:04am] |
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No Other Way by Jack Johnson |
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It's amazing when boys think they're so different from other guys.
"I'm not like them, I know how to treat a lady."
"I'm not a random guy, I've known you for a week."
Less than twenty-four hours from each other.
There is a very small number of boys I can honestly say are "different"
and chances are, if you're a random myspace boy, or aquaintance from work
you're not that amazing.
haha
kay, thanks.
I look forward to hearing your new pick up lines soon.
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[06 Oct 2006|01:49am] |
Haha,
guys are asses..
even the good ones.
Promise.
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[02 Oct 2006|10:39pm] |
I'm a genius.
I have found the cure to existentialism.
It is as follows:
1. Watch the movie "Waking Life."
2. Listen to Holes to Heaven by Jack Johnson.
Repeat as needed.
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[30 Sep 2006|04:50am] |
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Hallelujah by Imogen Heap |
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Hm..
today
has been
a day.
Pretty shitty and pretty amazing.
Kay and Vero are in my bed
and we're discussing all of the things we need to do.
Ugh, I dont want to do anything.
I feel really sick.
What am I doing?
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